Flowing vs. Paddling Upstream

Hey, I made it back here in one piece! Yay for me! I've also managed to keep my plants I bought last week from dying too. Big coup for me. My mum was the one with the green thumb - me, not so much unfortunately.

So... I had a bit of a rough day today. It tested just about every ounce of my patience and then some. There are a lot of changes coming at work and I'm not sure where I'm going to fall in any of them. I've been told that I still have a job, which is good.. don't get me wrong... but the job I absolutely fell in love with isn't going to look anything like that once the Powers that Be (PTB) get through with it.

That brings me to the "Soul" question.

Why am I calling all of this in?

It's coming because I've asked it to come. I know this... but what lesson am I needing to learn? Is it about change? Is it about something to do with relationships and how I get along with people? Is it pushing me into another situation (job) because I'm "done" in this position? I'm not sure.

Letting Go...

Am I supposed to suck it up and just let the river flow? Maybe that's it... maybe this is my opportunity to trust and surrender to the way that will lead me to where I'm supposed to be... letting go of my oars and pointing my canoe downstream, floating effortlessly to where I'll be happy.

Who knows, all these changes might make the job I love even better and I won't have to leave.

Hey, angels - if you're listening (and I know you are...) please help me to let go of my oars. Help me to see the path that my soul will be most happy on. Help me keep my eyes and my heart focused on what I'm supposed to be on this enormous ball of dirt for.

~Amen